So after my last post I was feeling really down. I've taken myself off the 'happy pills' yay! Urgh, seriously no, I hate the thought of being on these things. The Dr says it'll help to the edge off things. Thing is I don't wanna take the edge off I just want myself back and to be able to get rid of all my negativity without relying on a pill to mask it. So I've been slowly weaning myself off them.
It's hard going but I know I'm doing the right thing.
Anyways, that aside, I am actually feeling a little more positive. I have a couple of special people to thank, for that.
An old good friend, who has known me for years, who has always been around for me. He knows who he is, and im thankful for him not giving up on me. Even when I've been a complete bitch at times.
Secondly, a very lovely person who actually I've only just met, which was through a total random Facebook post.
Id like to think that he too will also be a positive change in my life. Regardless of the physical distance between us.
Also, my new house is having a positive affect on my overall well being. I've enjoyed putting the work in, and reaping the benefits of my hard work. I'm really looking forward to moving in. I love my new home!
My two children are doing wonderfully well. I love them both do much, I can't imagine my life without them. Between them, they are keeping me strong, and give me a reason for living.
I hope you are all good and well and I'll catch you all soon!
Stay safe
ABM xxx
